My own things...

I keep on singing while covered in frustration, blending in the trend, and pretending to be happy.I told myself recklessly to keep on running up slowly towards the windward.I glance at the path I've walked, can't afford to lose time, companionless I participate in one game."There's mountain, valley and cliff" and the dust keeps piling up.I stop by the suburban area in the midst of my endless journey.I spread out both my tired legs and collapse onto bed, and sleep shallowly over and over again.I see the same profile, hear the same words over and over,"Am I the only who thinks that life's so sad when you're only being alive?"

The smell of cigarettes swell up to the sky, and cease to nothing on that day when you're still young and powerless

Now, having witnessed sadness you should have never have seen,Crying tears that should have remained dry,We may not be tough enough to live on truth alone,But you know, we don't need to be.

Kinda like I'm watching the same drama over and over I've had that feeling for a long time But the moment you smiled for me A new story began Those faded days, hanging suspended in space I knew they were filling with color Now open your eyes The courage that you lost, that was switched for loneliness Hold it high in your hands The tears I was holding back I just remembered them all I'll grab your hand And the story will start


I want to live in a world of peace without conflict, like the one I've seen in my dreams.I just can't keep it inside, I've gotta say what i wanna say.the bus stop at twilight, on the way home saying bye bye bye to the sad back of others.your face doesn't show them your fighting pose.A world like the one I've seen in dreams without conflict, daily peacebut in reality, there is such daily trouble,that I sometimes regret those rolling daysyou would never hold a lie, no neverall my loving, without it, I can't go onsweet love like I've seen in my dreamslovers searching for hidden placesbut in reality, the days we can't meet continue on, but I believe in rolling dayseven if you stumble, way to go, yeah yaya muddy rolling star!

Dancing flowers flitter down over a blue sea, sparkling, flaring, burning.....

Heedfully, into the sky,Petals pour down like fireworks,The song of love in our hearts echoes in the air.

Fireworks explode, sadness takes over.

Spring, a dazzling display of fluttering flowers over a blue sea beats down,Let your feelings of love resound! Protect your beloved!Fight with all you've got until the bitter end.This flower will keep burning.

My day has just died!!

I know this is weird to giv a weird Title

But that is just me hehe......

Yesterday i had just Made a new

story so i would like to show you some of it....

But first are some poem i made my self

I m great.....JUST KIDDING!

The title:It's not TOO Differet

It's not too different ... way down hereThe sun's a bit hotter ... It's a good drop 'o beerIt's not too way out ... in a strange sort of wayIf ya get a good day's work in ... ya get a good day's pay.There's just one or two thing's ... that ya have to put up with.Nothin' too much to handle ... just a little hard to live withLike the cockroaches ... and lizards, and snakes in the yard.I've tried to ignore 'em ... but I'm finding it hard.It's not that they ... want to bother me like.But when I see 'em, I'd just rather ... Hop on me bike.If ya can put up with the creepies ... and the big hairy crawliesand the thing's that go bump in the night ...where the hall is.If ya can just turn your back ... on the munchies and bitiesThat hide in ya jammies ... and creep into ya nighties.I'd recommend it if ya coming to stay for a spellTo get your injections ... if ya don't it's just hell.It's lovely down here though ... in the tropical bit.If ya could just find a place ... where ya could just safely sit!Please mother-in-law ... It ain't all that badAnd the wife's missing you ... it's driving 'er madeSo visit if ya must ... there's not too much to fearWe're all missing you madly ... it's a shame your not 'ere.

This is another....Title:I m fine thank you!

There is nothing the matter with me.I'm as healthy as I can be.I have arthritis in both my kneesAnd when I talk, I talk with a wheeze.
My pulse is weak, and my blood is thinBut I'm awfully well for the shape I'm in.Arch supports I have for my feetOr I wouldn't be able to be on the street.
Sleep is denied me night after night,But every morning I find I'm all right.My memory is failing, my head's in a spinBut I'm awfully well for the shape I'm in.
The moral is this, as my tale I unfold,That for you and me who are growing old,It's better to say "I'm fine" with a grinThan to let folks know the shape we are in.
How do I know that my youth is all spent?Well, my "get up and go" just got up and went.But I really don't mind when I think with a grinOf all the grand places my "get up" has been.
Old age is golden, I've heard it said;But sometimes I wonder as I get into bedWith my ears in the drawer my teeth in a cup,My eyes on the table until I wake up.
Ere sleep overtakes me, I say to myself,"Is there anything else I could lay on the shelf?"When I was young my slippers were red,I could kick my heels over my head
When I was older my slippers were blue,But I still could dance the whole night through.Now I am old, my slippers are black,I walk to the store and puff my way back.
I get up each morning and dust off my witsAnd pick up the paper and read the obits.If my name is still missing, I know I'm not deadSo I fix me some breakfast and go back to bed.

The Next.....

Some of my Japanese or anime Freak....

This is a song Called Sakura kisss...

KISS KISS FALL IN LOVEMAYBE YOU'RE MY LOVEI’ve noticed that I’m always around youBut is it hating? Liking? Or just paranoia?When I can see my feelings CLEARLYLADY or HOST, it doesn't matterThe reason for which people fall in loveis different for everyone, but MAYBE YOU’RE MY LOVEI want to meet you now, and give you a sweet person, a cherry blossom kiss- if your heart moves from it, let's have a romantic loveMore important than the future is the present; the delightful spring love is a blossoming virgin's aestheticsFor example, I want to try looking forThe still-unknown you of mine, but I’m scaredIn DENIM, in FRILLS, in casuals and CHINESE dressEvery time we meet, I change sevenfold and my resolution faltersThe doors of love that open one after anotherAre fully loaded with thrills.....it's definately love!On days when we’re busy and pass by each other, a sakura kiss- it’s a love romantic enough to be painfulLet’s accept each other’s weak spots, too; love that touches one another is invincible; the two of us who seem to bloom are the protagonistsLet’s create memories that won’t lose against the blindingly bright sky, now.....It's definately love!I want to meet you, who are kind, now; a sakura kiss- when our hearts pound, it’s romantic loveThe present is even more important than the future; the beautiful spring love is a blossoming maiden’s aesthetics, YEAHA blossoming maiden’s aestheticsKISS KISS FALL IN LOVEMAYBE YOU'RE MY LOVE

(BTW sorry nothing to talk about so this is all i could tell right now .....

(CONFUSED)

Before i end MY favourite Pic ..... JUst to SHow Boring...

I m a japanese freak and also anime freak!

Hi nice to see you again.....
Today i m going to tell u my super crazy thing

I m actually an Anime and Japanese freak hehe....

And here is something u people dun know how to read it.

The title is Aka no kakera...

乾いた叫び声が聞こえた記憶の中の闇を解いていつも最後の答え選んでわ誰かを傷つけてたそう何が真実か分からないままに輝き戻すため君は幾千の時を超えて行く戻らない緋色のカケラ握りしめて彷徨い続けてく君を映し出せるその瞳を探し出すまで探してた蒼のカケラ胸に溢れてゆく記憶を抱きしめて終わる事の無い旅へと

hehe i bet u really dun know wat is this hehe...
And all a title called 19 Sai

唇に毒をぬって　ぼくの部屋にきたでしょう？あなたのキスで　もう体も脳も溶けてしまいそう大キライな　ぼく　19才大キライな　ぼく　19才吐き気がするくらい　あなたの心美しいのに何ひとつできないぼくに　どうしてキスしてくれるの？大キライな　日々　19才大キライな　顔　19才ククク　クロアゲハチョウの様に　誇らしい羽根で飛びたいくくく　くだらないって言わないで　そんな人生がいいの　いいの...汚れてる魂だけを　取り除くのが無理ならどちらに歩けば　それを未来と呼べのでしょう？宙ぶらりん　ユメ　19才宙ぶらりん　ウソ　19才ククク　クロアゲハチョウになって　誰からも愛されたいくくく　九分九厘ないとしても　ほんの一瞬でいいの　いいの...大キライな　ぼく　19才大キライな　ぼく　19才ククク　クロアゲハチョウの様に　誇らしい羽根で飛びたいくくく　くだらないって言わないで　そんな人生がいいのククク　クロアゲハチョウになって　誰からも愛されたいくくく　九分九厘ないとしても　ほんの一瞬でいいの　いいの...ククク　クロアゲハチョウの様にくくく　くだらないって言わないでククク　クロアゲハチョウの様にくくく　くだらないって言わないで

Isnt tis fun.....
if u are really smart u will know how to do
something llike tis....

Of course if u are smart.....

Now i know i have a lot but i can only say 3 title
The last one is going to be excinting
It is called Blaze....

果て無き夢求める座標(しるべ)なき世界で…重なる想い　心突き刺す鼓動静かに続く　ためらいもない詩(うた)遠く空の彼方から混ざり合った僕らの影必然と気まぐれの中　記された記憶すれ違った時間(とき)の渦朽ち果てても君の声を信じて果て無き夢求める座標なき未来で僕が輝(ひかり)無くしても　いつか君が灯してくれた煌めく胸の炎翼に変わる　希望の破片(かけら)やまない雨と　優しく濡れる月傷ついてもいい　風に揺れゆく慕情暗闇も貫く視線　蒼く澄んだ瞳の奥絶望も孤独も越えて　刻まれた験(しるし)歪んでく時代(とき)の狭間交わした絆に君を感じた儚き路をたどる　答え無き世界で不意に迷い立ち止まってる君よ胸煌めかす　希望の明日へ儚き夢求める答え無き世界で僕の願い届ける輝く胸の炎果て無き夢求める座標なき未来で僕が輝(ひかり)無くしても　いつか君が灯してくれた煌めく胸の炎翼に変わる　希望の破片（カケラ

Sorry thats all i can share wit u
BTW i gtg right now hehe byebye see you again....

Why does it hav to be me....!!!!

HIHI

Today my life is miserable la.....

There is somebody ruinin
my freakin life...
I m so MAD
and that stupid fellow
go n follow that suck...

And tomorrow i m
gonna see his face
arghh cannot tahan
oready....

i wanna die
i have to get to my
self nvr think of
negative thingsss

i m a Bad girl
must nvr sae that
a gain....



My day for tomorrow ...
(so i dun nid to on
2morrow...)
i wish i nvr have to go to
stupid ECA
Arghh why cher pic me.....

i m so danm piss....
i wanna kill that
person n e other person...

thats all dun wan to add
more...i just gettin me more
angry den i used to be.

Today For Tomorrow...

HI!! i told u i will u u ppl again....

I m gonna be so Excited but not...
i really hate tomorrow (Arghhh!!!)
Seeing e those ppl again really
hurts my heart..i think wanna die
already....

The reason i hate those ppl:

First reason:
Those ppl always irritate me alot....
For eg> Hey aida! Rabbit teeth....
It suck alot....i really can't wait for
them to realize for their mistake.

Second reason:
They are always really annoying
cuz even some of the teachers
get really angry so fast without
even a min or sec..
The most that really sucks
was the teacher finally
called the DM or the other
DM or the NCC teacher-in-charge:
Mr Andy.

Last reason:
They are really noisy...
like when it is in each subject....
i will giv u all the details.

During english class> The idiotic malay boys...
NVR do their hmwk or nvr bring their text book
Ms Cheng will start Shouting like MAD person

During Math class> Mr Ouyeong Teaching math if
ppl nvr do their hmwk they will die cuz
He will start shouting Also but his
voice will get even louder each day
FYI> he is Teacher-in-charge of
NPCC(National Police Cadet Corps)
Area 16.

The rest i will try other time....
For now i will have to go now....
so bye2...

FYI> i m in NPCC so dun ever try
to make me angry if u dun wan
to see my angry side..
i will tell u u will nvr like
my other side ....

My New Beginning Start again...

My day is really great!!
i have new frens and my frens are Syairah,Ayunni,Atika...
Now i m really having a tough day...

Yesterday...
Went out with family but the wen reach home have to do My BORING project again and again
till it is nice and pretty cuz it is graded in my CA marks.
Den Print out some of my GEOGRAPHY Project...

Oh ya...i forget to tell u someting in secondary school is much cooler den primary school cuz it rocks!!! Its fantastic then usual...

Carrying on...

Today..
I have a lot of fun (not much) i really wish i could have been in school
doing my favourite subject English....
but den my teacher,Ms Cheng had to go to a
course.(Stupid course)


My day is mostly staying at home and doing wat i do best:
writing in my sec handbook and designing it...
and also listening to anime songs...(I M ANIME FREAK)

who here like anime??
(ME!!) :)

Anyone like anime pls tell me i will surely be crazy anytime
HAHA

It sure is boring doing nothing at home ....
I m going to die
Must do something right now or not....
I must do something...
OK u all think i m crazy right...
Who think like that is doom i tell u doomm.....

Relax i m just joking but seriously do
not think like that k?

Sorry talk to much la...
well thats all hehe....
Mother>talking on the phone....(Gossip)

kk GTG See you again sometime...

Hari Raya Haji!

Hi nice to see you again...today is the hari raya haji eve and tomorrow is the hari raya haji..This event is where the muslim celebrate just like hari raya puasa.But in a different way.So i can't wait because its so much fun and even on TV they are showing exciting shows..that for today..