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Today i had a weird and scary dream...

The dream was about me being transfer into

a dangerous division in the hq...

That division had a dangerous atmosphere

and i was shaking in fear since i was new.

I keep wondering what if i was being provoke

by them to test if i was strong or weak..

I would definitely be damn angry and all

of my strenght will be used up...

Well thats my chara!!

I wish something good will happen during

Hari Raya Haji

Like__________________(Secret)

I had actually been training day-night until

i m out of stress so that i could increase

my stamina,strenght and my tiredness...

i did not just train myself but Also those in

my division...

well doing to things at the same time is tiring

eventhough it was about to be exposed luckily

they promised to keep it a secret..

Since then they also volunteered themself to

helpus with the work...

To be surprise one of them was one of us..

Thats not a surprised at all...

Now at the same time doing those

things are really a pain in a neck

cant back down now..

i was the on who said it...

Now i know its not a gd exercise

thats what i always say to other peep..

At least some of them understand what i mean

hehe...

at first my point was to get revenged at someone

who was one i trust the most but in the

end someone told me those word

that kept me thinking for few days..

I didnt know where i had gone wrong but

always thinking about it make me 

realise what i was really after...

Maybe this is what they say try thinking

rather then doing it...

That person was the first person to teach me what it

really means since that person was similar

to the person that i wanted to

get back at...

He had the same feelings as him...

I wondered what i should do about ....

I thinks thats for today!!